Salvation doesn't based on our feeling, as feelings come and go. Knowing it is not our feelings, it is the commitment we have for the Son of God. As long as you abide in Jesus Christ.
2 Peter 1:10-11 10Therefore, my brothers, be all the more eager to make your calling and election sure. For if you do these things, you will never fall, 11and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Jeremiah 33:3 3 'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'
Mark 11:24 24Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.
Mark 3:28-29 28I tell you the truth, all the sins and blasphemies of men will be forgiven them. 29But whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven; he is guilty of an eternal sin."
The blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is continually rejecting the Holy Spirit, they don't want to receive Jesus Christ.
When you have relationship with Jesus Christ and let the Holy Spirit control you - the evil one can not touch you.
If you are born with God you are protected by God.
Colossians 2:2-3 2My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, 3in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.
Meditate on God's word daily.
Psalm 5:1 "Give ear to my words, O Lord, consider my sighing"
The Lord knows what's in our hearts. Even in our groaning the Lord understands. Every trials, problems, heartaches you are having right now, God knows it. And God will listen to your sighing. Just be like David who cry out to God, and surely He will give ear to your words! God bless.